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01:39am 03/09/2006
  Ive decided to only surround myself with way gnarly people.

Im no longer friends with Timmer, and as weird as it is..Im totally ok with it. Id rather have no friends then friends that take all my money and fuck a buncha sluts. If I wanted my life to be that way i woulda just stayed with Todd. Ew dude.

I went to a pro-life rally thing. It was amazing. It did my heart good. I like meeting people who actually fight for something worth fighting for. and after the week ive had...nothing is better than bashing baby killers. For real yo.

I miss Mar a lot. I talk to him a lot but he still stresses me out like none other. oh well.

Evidence on Fire is amazing. I saw them live the other day...they ruled of course. Trey is my new little hero.

Hung out with Dave the other day...Im pretty sure he's me but a boy. We just sit around talk shit and think of ways to ruin peoples lives. Its like heaven.

I went to a drag show at this bar called Tilt...amazing. Made lots of friends who I'm very stoked on. Found a new piercer, and tattoo artist (hott as fuck). Stoked on that as well.

Its raining a lot today. Bummed on it but oh well.		  
     
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12:21am 08/08/2006
 
mood: cranky
I cant sleep.
My back hurts.
I hate the dog.
Its hot in my room.
Im over tired.
I need to wake up early to go tanning.
I need to wake up early and work out.
I need to wake up early and go to the mall.
I sound like a total Kelly.
My moms boyfriend is awake.
He annoys me.
I want him to go to sleep. Forever.

Timmers sick.
He made me sick...via telephone.
Or just tired.

My dad is a waste.
Maybe he will get cancer.
Then I can have his life insurance policy and be a fuckin baller.
Im going to hell for saying that.
Oh well.
Im already there.

I love when girls talk about me behind my back.
I get off on that shit.

I think head games are funny.
I play them often.

I probably talk about you behind ur back.
Its oh so entertaining.

I always get crushes on scumbags.
Its kinda funny.

Im over this journal shit right now.
Im gonna go read a book or jerk off or something.

<3mess		  
     
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Wow. 2 years.   
12:22am 31/07/2006
  I havent written in this thing in 2 years.
Im bored. So I might just start again.

Im in NY.
Im going to schedule classes at school tomorrow.
Nervous.
What do I wear?
I guess it doesnt matter.

I met some ok people today.
they were just ok tho.

Amanda and Bsmitty are coming here Wednesday.
I cant wait to act normal.

Timmer needs to come here before my face falls off.
I miss him so bad its retarded.
Raising 2 kids on my own is not easy.
Fucker. <3

I hope while I'm gone timmer fucks a buncha sluts and breaks a lot of hearts and drinks a lot of beer and skates and skates and skates. And I hope he misses me everyday...all day everyday...and cries himself to sleep...and I hope he doesnt watch 7th heaven or americas got talent with anyone else. and i hope he doesnt drink pbr with anyone else...and i hope he doesnt have anymore kids and i hope he doesnt go in shopping with anyone else...fuck. Do NOT replace me. Or ill cut you papsmear!

Im goin to sleep..<3		  
     
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08:59pm 14/08/2004
  I am so happy!
I have an amazing boy who I care about more than anything...
AHH!

Im dying my hair right now...red and black. how fun!

Amanda and I are best friends...and we're dating best friends. HOW AMAZING!!!!!!		  
     
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11:49pm 27/06/2004
  I havent updated in like 74 years.

I have a wonderful boyfriend. More wonderful than yours! <3 he rocks my heart...hard!

xoxomuahxoxo
yeah baby..thats me..
writing about you...
in my online journal...
like it...love it.
ur mine all mine! :) <3

(told u i wrote about u!)

yours,
jessy		  
     
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05:34pm 30/04/2004
  I think I kinda hate livejournal

Last night I went to work and then came home, had some talk time with AJ went to sleep. This morning I woke up to ex saying hes gonna kill me. I love harassing phone calls at 9am. FUUUUCK OFFFFFFFFFFFFF!

thanks :)

four beverages you drink frequently
1. Water
2. red bull
3. water
4. rootbeer

five tv shows you liked when you were a kid
1. are you afraid of the dark
2. Saved by the bell
3. teenage mutant ninja turtles
4. punky brewster
5. full house

four places to go in your area
1.HAHA i live in lagrange...so no where
2. mcdoalds?
3. subway?
4. hardware store?

four things to do when you're bored
1. get online
2. sleep
3. shop
4. write

four things that never fail to cheer you up
1. Gideon!!!!!!!!!!!
2. Shopping
3. Jenbo
4. KITTENS!
four things you can't live without
1.sleep
2. music
3. money
4. fast food

seven things you dislike
1. work
2. really fat people
3. phone calls saying im gonna get my throat slit...at 9am
4. feet
5. raw meat
6. that AJ lives a bizillion miles away
7. thighs!!

seven things on your desk
1. pic of gideon
2. birth control
3. pens
4. phone
5. pictures
6. candy wrappers
7. a letter		  
     
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Eeek   
01:31pm 28/04/2004
  Last night was girls night out!!!
Jenbo, Jessy, Erin, Allie, Colleen...
HOW FUN!
Definately smooching went down...with me and cutie butt!
whoa kid..u might rock my socks off.
I cant tell.		  
     
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Yo!   
01:10am 19/04/2004
  I just realized that I havent written in so long.
NUTS!

Ummm Easter sunday was whack yo...i worked and then hung out with the ex it was really weird. he was drunk and treated me like shit. i deserved it tho because all i did was cry!!!.

Umm anyway. I think I need new friends..well not new. but different. I need to start phasing people out. Ive recently realized how shitty people are. Its unreal.

I hung out with Kate on friday, i love her. We went and got nails done. Cutese asian boy in the world. OH MAN. umm then we met <3jenbo<3 and her crew up at dennys. SOOOO fun.

I took my belly button ring out. My belly button is an outtie now? I dunno its haggard as fuuuuck. Jen touched my boobs? hahahahahaha

Saturday I worked and kinda argued with ex all day. VBecause jen was having a party and we were being stupid and playig the 'if u are going then im not going' game. lol whatever. we both decided to be adults..and bot just go. I saw some awesome kids. I love JEN! omg so much. Watch some hipbones with allie..i love her so much! Shes awesome. Jess Bright is a hero! Umm saw that brownie character lol he wants to slap me. WHAT A CLASSY FUCKIN DUDE. die.
Umm took some shots with some friends. Saw monkey and nate i love monkey sooo fuckin much!!!!! ummm saw roger. ha. ummm thats about it. Ryan hurt his face....because he is an out of control GOOMBA? (is that the word that i love so much? i think so). Talked to the ex..didnt cry! lol world record. Met a really nice boy with a lip piercing at jens? He went and got me some TP. NO IDEA who he was. Cute boy with the grand prix shirt randomly jumped in me and nates convo. so funny. Ummm nate is a good dancer. so fun. I ended up randomly leaving at 4am.

I miss bob. we had amazing phone talk time last week.

Tommy is the best story teller alive. hands down. too bad hes really racist

*nothing but a tshirt on* haha yeah santo!

i have been so busy with work lately its weird. i work 5 sometimes 6 days a week. i dont mind. Im rich from it...and i spoil myself alot..but ive been in the weirdest mood. void of all emotions (cept a few. i just dont care anymore. shits changing. i hate change

I hate girls. Backstabbing fucking cunts! GOD I HATE THAT!!!!!

Parents are buying me a NEW car? What? omg amazing.


I miss talking to Tommy everyday...that kid was so funny. Oh well shit happens. I miss Jacob tooooooo he was my bro.

survery cuz im bored

Last dream* Austin from the radikills was in it!!!
*Last good cry* Easter..i cried some wimpy ass tears at 5am but that doesnt count
*Last curse word uttered* i dunno..prolly saying someing shitty to tommy
*Last beverage drank* rootbeer
*Last Food consumed* a fruit roll up
*Last Crush* i dont crush. prolly tommy tho
*Last phone call* Kate
*Last Item Bought* nails?
*Last shoes worn* docs
*Last annoyance* :(
*Last disappointment* every second of every day
*Last thing written* a letter i will never send
*Last words spoken* GAHHHHH! i kinda yelled because i got frusterated
*Last IM* tommy saying something about hating black people
*Last time you yelled at someone* at work today..the cooks were picking on this kid that works there..and i flipped out because the kid was getting so upset i lost it and started yelling.
*Last Store Shopped at* i bought nipple rings at the mall
*Last ice cream eaten* at dennys with jen
*Last time wanting to die* easter when i was flipping out like a psycho
*Last shirt worn* beater
*Last time dancing* last night at jens with nate
*Last poster looked at* falloutboy
*Last concert attended* mcr
*Last webpage visited* www.livejournal.com

Sleep with or without clothes on? depends on the weather and who with
Prefer black or blue pens? black
Like someone? yep.
Do they know? yeah!
Color or black-and-white photo? Black-And-White.
Do long distance relationships work? no
Do you believe in astrology?: yeah lol
Do you believe in God? i really dont know
Do you believe in love at first sight?: fuuuuuck yeah
Do you consider yourself the life of the party? only the party in ur pants
Do you drink?: sure do
Do you have a car?: yeppers but my parents are buying me a new one
Do you have a job?: yup
Do you think dreams eventually come true?: not my biggest dream of all!
Fave thing to do?: read, write, sleep, eat, shop...be with you!!
Fave breakfast food?: yummy french toast
Fave Candy?: ABC gummys ;) lol.
Favorite body part of the opposite/same sex: eyes lips hips! Favorite cartoon?: recess!!
Have you ever moved?: hell yeah
Have you ever stolen anything (from a store)?: no.
How's the weather right now?: nice
Hug or kiss?: hugging while kissing. or hugging
McDonalds or Burger King?: wendys
More romantic; baths or shower?: I love showers!! :( oh man...danielle!!!!!! N.FALLS!!!!
Night or day?: both
piano or guitar?: both
Single or taken?: single...or taken by *you*
Snow or water?: water..but i cant swim
What are you doing tomorrow?: working
What makes you vomit?: FEET, or sour apple. since i drank and got sick off of it..anything that tastes like it makes me puke
What's your name backwards?: YSSEJ
Who do you talk to the most online?: bethie/kate/sean/renee/tommy

♥Name♥
jessy may
♥aka♥
my mom calls me angelina, my dad calls me bizz, my bro calls me ratpack, justin calls me rat, sarah calls me jessers...kate calls me mayhem, oh man soo many names
♥My AIM♥
top secret
♥Birthday♥
june 30 1985
♥Zodiac Sign♥
cancer
♥Are you sensitive?♥
overly when it comes to some things

♥♥Last Person who♥♥
♥Called you?♥
called me? SANTO or AUSTIN
♥Slept in your bed?♥
Kate
♥Saw you cry?♥
Andy
♥Made you cry?♥
ahh i make myself cry because im a fuck upppp
♥You shared a drink with?♥
Jose
♥You went to the mall with?♥
kate
♥Yelled at you?♥
my cousin and i started bawling
♥Sent you an email?♥
LynnZ Costello

♥♥Have you ever♥♥
♥Taken a pic of yourself with a milk mustache and sent it to the Milk people?♥
cheerleading mutha fucka
♥Said "I Love you" and meant it?♥
yeah
♥Gotten into a fight with your dog/cat?♥
when i hate bobby..i definately punched him in the head lol because he attacked my nose ring in my sleep
♥Been to NY?♥
hell yeah
♥Been to Florida?♥
no id love to though.
♥Been to California?♥
not yet
♥Been to Canada?♥
yeah
♥Danced naked?♥
yep!
♥Had a dream about something really crazy, then have it happen the next day?♥
YES!!
♥Had an imaginary friend?♥
def did when i was little
♥What are you going to do after you finish this?♥
bed
♥What was the last meal you ate?♥
no clue♥High school or College?♥
i miss school!.
♥Last noise you heard?♥
old cheerleading movies
me hysterically laughing
♥Last smell you sniffed?♥
fruit roll up
♥Lace or Satin?♥
satin sheets...lace undies


♥♥In the last two weeks, have you♥♥
♥Cried?♥
yeah ♥Cut your hair?♥
yup
♥Worn a skirt?♥
yep.
♥Been Sarcastic?♥
yeah
♥Talked to Someone you have a crush on?♥
sure.
♥Hugged someone?♥
yes.
♥Fought with your parents?♥
prolly
♥Wished upon a star?♥
yep!.
♥Laughed until you cried?♥
YESS!! at dennys and at tommy
♥Spent Quality time alone?♥
yeah
♥Are you lonely?♥
eh somewhat
♥Are you talking to someone online?♥
yes
♥Last kiss?♥
HAHAHA OMG!

deleted the rest. im laughing too hard


WHEN I SAID I LOVED YOU..I WASNT LYING		  
     
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03:32pm 08/04/2004
 

If you dont like what I write in MY journal...then dont read it kids. 

 

   FRIENDS ONLY ! ! !

  
     
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SURVEY FROM RENEE!   
01:23am 07/04/2004
  5 ThInGs YoU ArE WeArInG.]
heart necklace...lol not the one that amanda broke..a diff one.
ummm
black tshirt
fleece pj pants
wife beater
glasses

[5 ThInGs YoU ArE DoInG RiGhT NoW.]
talkin to kate
drinkin water
talkin to brownie
typing
breathing

[5 ThInGs YoU AtE/DrAnK In ThE LaSt 24 HoUrS.]
water
taco bell
air head
wendys
more water

[5 ThInGs YoU DiD So FaR ToDaY.]
showered
got inked
showered again
went to a show
went to wendys

[5 ThInGs YoU CaN HeAr RiGhT NoW.]
typing
music
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[5 ThOuGhTs In YoUr HeAd.]
hahah bye bye hoodies
Kate is the best
Im getting a baby rat from ERIN
I get to hang out with Sarah tomorrow
sleeeeepy

[5 ThInGs YoU LoOk FoR WhEn YoU'rE PiCkInG A GiRlFrIeNd/BoYfRiEnD.]
umm im shallow..
i go basically on looks.
at least im being honest!!

[5 FaMoUs PeOpLe YoU'd BaNg In A SeCoNd.]
nerd cock chemical romance HAHA
justin timberlake
pharrell
usher
nick13 or davey havok

[5 ThInGs YoU MiSs.]
school dances
my old house
bobby!!!!!!
hanging out with monkey
bobby x's 2

[5 ThInGs YoU LoVe.]
I love kate.
I love food.
I love myself.
I love Racheal.
I love you!

[Cried.]
lol i dunno
[Bought.]
wendys
[Gotten Sick.]
today after i got inked
[Sang.]
like 2 seconds ago..i was singing that gay 'busted' song
[Eaten.]
umm wendys?
[Been Kissed.]
HAHA I dont kiss and tell
[Felt Stupid.]
Umm today when i was at the tattoo shop...i was sitting on this chair..and my feet were touching the ground..and then he like raised the seat..and forgot and i was like 'OMG I THINK IM SHRINKING' and he was like 'nope just raised the chair'
[Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved Them, But Didn't.]
never
[Met Someone New.]
today! at the show
[Talk To An Ex.]
umm today
[Missed An Ex.]
ehh its been awhile
[Talked To Someone You Have A Crush On.]
today coughrogersaydiecough!
[Had a serious talk.]
today
[Missed someone.]
I miss people alot
[Hugged someone.]
JENBO at the show
[Fought with your grandpa.]
definately dead
[Dreamed.]
lsat night..


[Best Girl Friend.]
Kate
[Best Guy friend.]
hmmm its a tough one
[Boyfriend/Girlfriend.]
none
[If no, current dating/hook up partner.]
i dont have a 'hook up partner'lol
[Pager.]
no, cell phone.
[Are You The Center Of Attention Or The Wallflower?]
Im JESSY!
[What Type Of Automobile Do You Drive?]
ZX2 niggga
[What Type Of Automobile Do You Wish You Drove?]
VW beetle, Echo, cute little civic orrrrrr an escalade. I would seriously do anything for an escalade
[Would You Rather Be With Friends Or On A Date?
definately friends
[Where Is The Best Hangout?]
where im having fun at
[Do you have a job?]
nofo sho!
[Do You Attend Church?]
no
[Do you like being around people?]
only if they are people i like.
[Who is your role model?]
not sure...
[What are some of your pet peeves?]
fat people. people who have kids and cant take care of them.
[Have you ever cried over the opposite sex?] yeah
[Do you have a "type" of person you always go after?]
I dont go for personality AT ALL...lol it sucks bein shallow
[Have you ever lied to your best friend?]
not that i know of...well i didnt tell her baout something for awhile..
[Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you?]
haha i got revenge on someone who hurt colleeeeen! ahhahahahaha
[Would you rather be dumper or dumped?] dumper
[Rather have a relationship or hookup?]
hookup..im not even about that fucked up relationship again..you cured me of that my love..
[Want someone you don't have right now?]
nopers
[Ever liked your best guy/girl friend?]
yeah
[Do you want to get married]
eventually but not now hell naw!
[Do you want kids?]
only if i can take care of them
[Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time?]
nnah
[What is your favorite part of your physical appearance?] eyes? hips? tattoos!
[What is your favorite part of your emotional being?]
i dont take shit
[Are you happy with you?]
yes for the most part e
[Are you happy with your life?]
yeah actually i am...weird
[If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be?]
id cut off a few people
[Current Clothes.]
right now im in like pjs
[Current Mood]
sleepy
[Current Music.]
AOL radio shit
[Current Taste.]
water?
[Current Make-up.]
none..i just washed my face
[Current Hair.]
down, stright, sort of messy
[Current Smell.]
smoke!
[Current Thing I Ought To Be Doing.]
sleeping
[Current Desktop Picture.]
a guy slitting his wrist
[Current Book You're Reading.]
nothing right now
[Current CD(s) In CD Player.]
in the car...
misfits
mcr
matchbook romance
the living end
afi
50 cent!
[Current DVD in player.]
not sure
[Current Refreshment.]
water
[Current Worry.]
if the tank top im wearing is gonna fuck up my tattoo or not!!		  
     
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